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my bdae celebration

Oct. 1st, 2007 | 11:09 am
mood: loved loved

PLEASE ASK ME HOW OLD I AM!!! =)

omg omg omg..i cant believe tt i haf finally finally finally turned 18!!!

i can finally finally go clubbing..but e hot spots like MOS & ZOUK r rejected..

why?

BCUZ THEY RAISED E AGE LIMIT TO 21 FOR GIRLS 1 week pluz b4 i turned 18!!!

like WTH..cant they impose tis rule on 1st Oct??

at least let me visit 1x i oso happy.. *grumbling*


anyway tis year celebration iz damn exaggerating..

months n months b4 my actual bdae, i haf alreadi received my 1st 18th bdae present..
sunday was my actual bdae..but on tues, celebration haf alreadi kicked off..


25th Sep (tues)

okay..i swore tt i didnt expect e girls will celebrate my bdae together wif min..
i tot it was PURELY min bdae celebration onli..
ended up wen they sang e happy bdae song wif MY NAME..
i was like mouth opened..
kept pushing e ben&jerry to min n e girls was like
FASTER LA..E CANDLE N E ICECREAM MELTING LIAO!
i onli finally blew e candle wen i saw e wax dripped on e icecream -_-
den they brought out e obviously anyhow wrapped present,insisted us to open
n there u can c e opened present..
initially i tot it was juz a glass box den after sum time they asked us to open..
i was like WAD FOR?
den wen i opened..
surprise surprise..
there iz a necklace n an anklet inside!!!
ha!
okay e necklace iz damn nice..wif e thick chain n e rainbow add on J pendant..
i juz LOVE THEM!!!
min n i had e same necklace but of cuz wif diff pendant la..
i love them i love them i LOVE THEM! =)


p/s missing girls in e photos are sam n hannah..


CHANG E & HOU YI
after sch..was supposed to meet houyi aka aaron at 7 (!)
lazed ard at jurong point..
was supposed to dine at swensen but e queue was alreadi v.v.v.long wen i reached..
so we changed to Fish&Co..
no queue..nice food..
smart choice..

bcuz we were supposed to celebrate mooncake festival n haf mooncake after dinner,
we didnt ordered much..
Seafood platter for 1 add on 5 bucks for SOD n Cola Tonic
Butter Garlic Mussels
YUMMY..
was a treat from aaron..
my 1st bdae dinner treat.. =)

walked for 1 hr to my hse n oso in search of my lantern
but all e shops were either closed or nvr sell..
so....no lantern..
we played wif MANY MANY MANY candles n sparkles n i blew 18 candle bundled together..
wasnt easy i tell u..
rmb e saying one chopstick easier to break than 2?
in tis case..
one candle easier to blow than 18(!)



27th Sep (thurs)


booked e kbox bdae package..

went wif qiongzhi jiayi cheng long n grabbed along lindy..

okay..here iz e surprise part..

i totally didnt expect qiongzhi n jiayi to gif me a bra!

its in e background..from pierre cardin..

thank u lovely..




28th Sep (fri)


im so lookin forward for tis dae..

why?

bcuz my ex ex clazmates w26a ppl r celebrating wif me!!!

i missed them sooooo much..

they gave me tis super big present..3/4 of my size?

n i had trouble carrying..

went to Jack's place for dinner n they surprised me wif tis chocolate mousse cake..

thank u!!! =)








29th Sep (sat)

met up wif jie n her bf..

they decided to dine at Plaza Market Cafe..

45++ bucks per pax..

so ex can..

was expecting heavenly food since e price iz damn darn good..

but..no..wasnt tt nice..

deserts choices were heavenly though..

gt chocolate fondue n e durian mixed tingy..

=)


justin came over find me..den we went to joey hse for my 2nd celebration..

initially joey told me there iz no bdae cake but ltr on her mouth slipped n

ha! there iz my BELOVED ICE CREAM CAKE!!!

another surprise was a big big mushroom..i love it!!



30th Sep (sunday)

tis special dae iz reserved for my parents..

they totally surprised me wif e cake cuz like joey..

they told me there wont be cake for todae..

cute n lovely parents!!! =)



my overall present received


1st bdae present - a DANO top - yulin
2nd bdae present - glass box n DIVA necklace - e girls
3rd bdae present - anklet - min
4th bdae present - PIERRE CARDINE bra - qiongzhi n jiayi
5th bdae present - Huge DollHouse - w26a
6th bdae present - water bottle n card - yonlee
7th bdae present - MINIBITS necklace - huimin
8th bdae present - Pink Mushroom - kaiyu
9th bdae present - PERLINI'S SILVER earrings - justin
10th bdae present - Huge Red Mushroom - joey,qi n virgin



i love them all soooo much..
thank u ppl =)



3 days WOMAD event wif vanessa..


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randommm

Jul. 26th, 2007 | 10:38 am
location: RP E46A Team 4
mood: high high

i tink sometimes i care too much for ppl tt don bloody gif a shit bout me...

i tink my period iz getting e better of me..


i tink my shit iz stuck..


i tink i haf fallen..

i tink im watching TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much movies..


i tink my money realli needs replenishment..


i tink i shld bloody lose weight..

i tink m&m r sooooo nice..

i tink he iz such a flirt..

i tink im MADDD!!

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thank u

Jul. 16th, 2007 | 09:13 am
location: RP E46A Team 4
mood: grateful grateful

im glad my life i haf got ppl tt will oways be there for me..

ppl tt will tell me tings tt makes sense..

ppl tt will let me know wad iz wrong wad iz right..

ppl tt will wake me up..

ppl tt will not let me be alone..

im glad tt i haf got all these ppl ard me..

despite people disliking me..people hating me..

there r still ppl hu love me!!!

ppl hu love me for who i am..ppl hu love jaslyn tan chew ling..

thank u..deep down thank u......


i don haf to mind hz others look at me..

esp others tt don matters to me..

i don haf to be upset bcuz of what others says..

bcuz they r nothing to me n likewise shld their words be nothing..


jaslyn tan chew ling..
ure 18 tis year..
u gotta grow up..realli grow up..
stop hafing childish thoughts..
stop behaving kiddishly..
start helping in sum household chores..
start looking at e frenz ard u..hu r good hu r bad..
eliminate those tt r using u..
eliminate those tt haf motive being wif u..
treasure those tt treat u as frenz..
treasure those tt mind hz u tink..care for u..

list them down..
JOEYTEO
peiqi
AUNTIEPAT
unclesteven
BENEDICT
huimin
SHIMIN
ellise
VANESSA
kerine

actually there iz still mani to name..but these r those tt r frequently appearing in my life..
i love u people! i realli do..
even if i seldom contact..but i realli do treasure u people!

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monkey donkey years

Jul. 12th, 2007 | 10:53 am
location: RP E46A Team 4
mood: bored bored

im so so so BORED..

donkey monkey years never update n so im here..

alot of changes in my life ma?

e so call spoilt brat me haf a job now..
working as a waitress at BigO..its in wheelock place..
i bloody swear upon my love for pink tt e food there iz super duper nice..
esp e deserts..
sweeties lovers out there..its a MUST GO okay..
ppl there r nice so far..
but hannah lovely scare me todae..
she warned me bout e politics at work..
like back stabbing...gossips...
gosh.....plz plz don let BigO staffs be like wad hannah sae okay..plz plz..

havent see "HIM" for quite sum time..
ard 1 week?
n so i tot tt no more infatuation nth le..
but no tis wasnt so..
i saw "HIM" todae..
n juz wen i tot i was normal..i was fine..
my eyes my head was all turned to "HIM"..
i guess.....i still need time..alot of time..

my calcium came over to my hse...stayed over nite..
n in juz one night..no more longing feeling for him..no more missing him feeling..
it all feels so relax..
being wif him..as frenz..iz right..
tis r/s wasnt supposed to even start..

justinlee..
i asked him haf he changed..physically n mentally..
he said physically no..but mentality wise..yes..
he said e past justin iz no longer existing..he sae justin haf grown up..
n tis explains why justin haf changed so much..
tis explains why justin alreadi haf sum1 he like...he still can bloody flirt wif me like nobodys business..
n he even asked me to lie to daryl bout e donuts..
long story..
but WTF CAN..
its juz a box of donuts..
thanks to tis incident..
i too no longer wann justin back into my life..
justinlee..
flirting doesnt mean u haf grown up..
flirting doesnt mean u haf changed..
all tis juz further proves tt u r still as childish as eva..
justinlee..
one dae ull grow up..
one dae ull understand wad i meant..
one dae..........


n oh..
i decided to change my diet le..
nt gg to eat ani rubbish western food..
i mean yes im still hafing but nt everydae..
i wanna slim down..i realli realli do wanna slim down..
i don haf looks don haf character so i cant haf no figure..


blah blah blah..
im sleepy im bored im annoyed im tired!!!


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it all juz sucks~

Jun. 29th, 2007 | 08:37 am
location: RP E46A Team 3
mood: blank blank

i DIDNT SEE "HIM' FOR ONE WHOLE DAY


n e ppl ard me r all hooked wif a fucking attitude!


EVERYTHING JUZ SEEMS SO NOT RIGHT

N IT JUZ

MAKES

ME

WANNA

DROPPED

DOWN

AND

CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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WHACKO MOCKO

Jun. 28th, 2007 | 08:36 am
location: RP E46A Team 4
mood: annoyed annoyed

EARLY IN THE MORNING 8.20..


WTF OF ALL PPL GUESS WHO I SEE?


"HIM"      "HIM"           "HIM"    
    -____________________-



sigh..why like tt?
why wen u wanna forget sum1..all e more tt sum1 will appear?

n oh..justinlee msg me..
tt nite i tot he wanted to gif me an ans..a reply..a rejection..
i nervous till literally wanna SHIT..
in e end..no nth..
n ytd..i learnt tt e girl he like..he wanna be wif..he cant live without (all tis he used to use it to describe me!!)
e girl he like..iz sum1 he known via clubbing..
dunno y..its like a direct slap to me..
he like sum1 through clubbling?!?!!
but ya la..girls tt club doesnt means she iz bad..she aint good..
but still.......sigh..
n ya..mycalcium im me ytd nite..
so mani tings in one dae..
im gg WHACKO MOCKO!!!


statistics ut later...............................kil me sum1~

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once again..its entry to do wif "HIM"

Jun. 26th, 2007 | 10:57 am
location: RP E46A Team 5
mood: numb numb

my emotions r still being controlled by "HIM" =(

but now it has changed..i no longer feel happy wen i see "HIM"..

i will onli go "bloody hell..y so 'lucky' can see "HIM" ?"

hopefully veri soon.....all e feelins i haf for "HIM"..all e desire i haf to see "HIM" will be gone..
soon i hope..........

bcuz now..im caught in e middle..

cant stop myself from gg giraffe..spotting for "HIM"..

but at e same time..i will feel fugly wen i see "HIM"..

see??? i dont even noe to feel ecstatic or upset or angry or disgusted wen i see "HIM"..

sighhhhhhhhhhhh

but i bet......if all my break out i gif it to xiaoxian..she will help me to lessen e feelins i haf for "HIM"..
she will let me feel disgusted wen i see "HIM"..

so i shld spend all my time wif her...rite?



she has got

sum1 she
WANTS

sum1 she LIKES

n

sum1 tt will PAMPER her..

n

n

she has got mani gf-s..

so she shld stop..letting "HIM" control her emotions..

she shld tink off every1 bside her..n b grateful! =)

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randomise

Jun. 25th, 2007 | 10:34 am
location: RP E46A Team2
mood: gloomy gloomy

its self deceiving i noe but...tis iz e onli way..

i told myself..tis week iz a new start..

1. CANNOT LEAVE SCH..no matter hz hard hz lost hz difficult it seems to be..i muz i gotta i haf to hang on carry on continue on...

2. STOP THINKING ABOUT JUSTINLEE..i told him hz i felt..n he chose to not ans me..but wad ans do i expect from him anyway? he alreadi gt sum1 he like..he alreadi make himself clear..im e one being thick skinned...

3. CANNOT LOOK AT "HIM"..tis iz a fruitless liking sum1..nt onli its fruitless..it will onli make me feel more upset..it will onli make me feel more no confident..it will onli wear me down..


im realli trying my best...im trying my best to STOP lookin at "HIM" even though i noe where "HIM" iz..im trying my best yet my best iz NOT e best..
bcuz i still gt myself feeling down todae...
i saw "HIM" frenz n i tot "HIM" will be wif them..but no...."HIM" wasnt there..
n wen "HIM" frenz saw me..they gave e shudder action..
"HIM" frenz might probably b thinking - eee y so suay see tt disgusting act cute freak?
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

jaslyn ah jaslyn don let "HIM" frenz get u down okay..
turn ur like into hatred..into dislike..
don make urself xin ku..don make urself upset..don let OTHERS esp not impt ppl get u down..
n plz STOP LOOKING OUTSIDE!!!


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=(

Jun. 22nd, 2007 | 10:40 am
location: RP E46A Team3
mood: crushed crushed

i wanna CRY can..

muz be my period playing me..muz be my period making me so moody n upset..

my emotions iz being controlled by "HIM" =(

"HIM" frenz..

i swear they realli realli don like me..e incident tt happened juz nw..
onli further proves tt im right..


at e time wen im feelin confident..thrilled..
"HIM" frenz haf to crush me down..
n e best part was........
"HIM" joined "HIM" frenz laughters juz now..
p/s laughters = laughing at me = 99.9% accurate


buddy..if ure reading now..can we plz leave?
i fucking-ly don care bout e UT im hafing ltr..
i juz wanna leave..
im breaking down!!! ='(

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attitude~

Jun. 21st, 2007 | 02:47 pm
location: RP E46A Team2
mood: bitchy bitchy

IM A FUCKING BITCH N I HAF A FUCKING ATTITUDE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


SORRY FOR MY BAD ATTITUDE HARSH WORDS N DAMN STARES!!!

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